Im on this crackhead mode right now lol. Just drawing, writing, tweeting, like non stop today. I think it’s acombination of the cookies and green tea Ijust had. Wooop lol
ugh i just realized how ugly my page looks… i’d edit it.. but i really don’t care lol
For the person you see here that is me. Well I’m just an accumulation of all the people I’ve met, accepted, and most importantly rejected.
So my friend just texted me that she heard someone quote me today and it’s my nigga Vincent hahaha!! Crazy how life works lol
He’s my little cousin. He’s not even related to me, but I consider him my blood. And right now he’s going through pain.
He’s a bit underminded by his older brother, and the circumstance that he’s in is one that is working against him.. and he’s only known her for one month… but I just listen to him..
Though most adults would say that that’s a short time, too short in fact.. I’ve been in his situation at his age, and who knows, his may be different than any other common set up in high school…
So I just listen….. because no one else is willing to… and tonight his heart was broken….
And so I shall continue to lend him my ear, lend him my wheels, lend him my insight, and give him my love. Because that’s what he needs… because that’s what I needed when I was in his position.
I’ve learned to control myself…
I’ve learned to sacrifice…
I’ve learned to go against the grain…
I’ve learned to be better than what I naturally was..
I’ve learned to take things into perspective from another person’s perspective…
I’ve learned to mind my own business…
And I’ve learned to love unconditionally…
These were all things that I can’t remember as a youth having…
And there shall be more for me to learn…
To life.
